Public transportation (cont)

This is the continuation of the post that I did yesterday .
It is on weekends that I am writing this. Saturday to be exact. 
Another observation that I notice during this period is there seem to be a lot of lovebird in the train. If they do not feel embarrassed by their actions, I did. They have no issues cuddling kissing and mushy mushy in public sphere . Maybe time have change together with the moral mindset . Well.. Maybe I am old school . We have different values that we hold highly. As I mentioned, time have change so are the values.

Public transportation

It has been more than three months I have taken the MRT or the underground or the tube or simply the train, to move about for my daily activities.  E.g work, play or just socialising .
These are some of the observation that I could narrate in this blog .
About personal space during peak hours are essentially non existence.  Everyone cramped and packed together in the coach , I sincerely believed, that sardine in a tin can have more space than these commuters . Everyone are so close you could guess the types of soap. Perfumes,  and others smelling products that were used.
Rubbing against each other accidentally ,in this situation is acceptable norm. But trying to do this purposely inside or outside of the train  will get you arrested. 
Another thing that I notice is using of mobiles devices.  Everyone is glued to their personal device. But the majority of them did it to pass away the time travelling by playing games and watching movies.
To be continue as I am typing this in the train and reaching my station.

Madness

The time is not here yet.. But I am planning to do things that is crazy. Only madness and insanity in my mental faculty drove me to such a plan. I will only know in less than 60 days if the other party is crazy as I am. Driven by desperation and emotional exhaustion.
A hatched plan that if carried out, we will take it secret and outcome to our grave.
What exactly is my plan I cannot revealed in this post.
You realise that the paragraph just above this, I used the pronounced "we" .
So it is a team effort to execute this plan..
The agreement to this if concurs by us, will change our lives forever.
Just to be cleared on this matter, it is not related to the current hype of extremists activity.
Far from it.
It is above changing life, enhancing other people life and sticking to society socials norms. The expectation of others in this conservative society.
Where is the madness in this you will asked.
The madness lies in the actions that we will do have to be secret and no words spoken. The suffering is our alone yet the happiness is others.
Why are we willing to to this?
That is the bits where my mind succumbed to madness.

#**+@@?!!£@!?!)(??#@@*!!

That is how my reaction to the news of cruelty to animals.
When animals from different species treat each other with respect in domestic environment, we so called human. are being animals with our treatment to them.
My hope in humanity is thinning out fast.

Loneliness

Is it real or imaginary?
In cities we are surrounded with people yet we found out from the media that someone out there is lonely.
Old lady, living alone, found dead in apartment. Been dead for three weeks. Neighbour alerted the authority due to foul smell.
How is this possible?
Honestly, I don't have the answer. Yes, we could speculate about the circumstances of the death. But my unanswered questions are where are her families member, her friends and peoples in her daily life that interact with her.
Is it a failure of society or individual?
Government policy that was in place but not enacted and enforced?
Maybe these will go unanswered. A mystery . Just like her life and death.

Buying packet food.

It was lunch time and I was hungry as a bear.
My co workers knew that I was going for meal that they requested from me to buy them their packed lunches.
The place where I bought the packet food was crowded. The queue was long. The dishes were running out fast.
I managed to order four packets of lunches just in time. Paid for it and left.
Had a wonderful lunch to my filled.
As I was contented with my meal, I wondered how many are going by the day without any meal.
My take on this is, if you cannot feed a hundred persons, one will do. It can be your friends at work, a homeless person you passed by everyday or any stray animals. It's the deed that count. The content doesn't matter, as long the recipients are happy and grateful.
Just a side note. You need not to upload to YouTube to show your deeds. Knowing what you did and be humble about it is a gratifying  reward by itself.
But then I am guilty of the things that I mentions above. I posted it in my blog,
Shame on me.

Can't sleep.

I am tired but yet I cannot sleep. It is raining at the moment. The weather is nice yet I cannot sleep. As I typed this useless piece of information, I am into my third stick of cigarettes. Maybe it the loin pressure that has not been released. I am too tired to turn on the valve. Yet I cannot sleep. If the water has flow, again I am too tired to get up to clean the mess. Arghhh... it is catch twenty two or isn't it?