Madness

The time is not here yet.. But I am planning to do things that is crazy. Only madness and insanity in my mental faculty drove me to such a plan. I will only know in less than 60 days if the other party is crazy as I am. Driven by desperation and emotional exhaustion.
A hatched plan that if carried out, we will take it secret and outcome to our grave.
What exactly is my plan I cannot revealed in this post.
You realise that the paragraph just above this, I used the pronounced "we" .
So it is a team effort to execute this plan..
The agreement to this if concurs by us, will change our lives forever.
Just to be cleared on this matter, it is not related to the current hype of extremists activity.
Far from it.
It is above changing life, enhancing other people life and sticking to society socials norms. The expectation of others in this conservative society.
Where is the madness in this you will asked.
The madness lies in the actions that we will do have to be secret and no words spoken. The suffering is our alone yet the happiness is others.
Why are we willing to to this?
That is the bits where my mind succumbed to madness.

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That is how my reaction to the news of cruelty to animals.
When animals from different species treat each other with respect in domestic environment, we so called human. are being animals with our treatment to them.
My hope in humanity is thinning out fast.